{"id":4619,"date":"2020-02-21T02:22:56","date_gmt":"2020-02-21T00:22:56","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/newedgemagazine.com\/?p=4619"},"modified":"2020-04-12T01:58:51","modified_gmt":"2020-04-11T23:58:51","slug":"forever-in-my-heart-p","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/newedgemagazine.com\/index.php\/forever-in-my-heart-p\/","title":{"rendered":"Forever in my heart\u2026 P"},"content":{"rendered":"

I remember P like it was yesterday. It was that hot day on 4th\u00a0August 2016 at 20.20 when we first met. His lips, his voice, his smile, his perfume, the touch of his soft and carrying hands…\u00a0Passion ran through me and I felt butterflies in my stomach.\u00a0I thought I was in Heaven. I felt I could trust someone for the first time in my life.<\/p>\n

But the more I gave the more he demanded. He had my whole heart, my soul. I put him first, he was the only one life was worth living for. Besides getting very little in return, I was accused I was not giving enough. But I still loved him; don\u2019t you try to push yourself beyond limits, giving everything to the person you love?<\/p>\n

All of a sudden he was gone.<\/p>\n

I’m trying to regain the woman in me. I travel the Universe but I always come back to the Earth where my half of heart exists. I\u2019m seeking for my enigma, my fuel of life. No one is complete without the other half, without yang.<\/p>\n

Why all this? I call it selfless LOVE.<\/p>\n

In remembrance of P\u2026 He will always have a place in my heart<\/p>\n

Ljubljana, 20.02.2020<\/p>\n

2020 = 20.20<\/strong> (the time we met)
\n20.02. = 2 + 2 = 4<\/strong>
\n20.02.2020 = 2 + 2 + 2 + 2 = 8<\/strong> (4.8.; 4th August)
\n20.20 4 8 = 2 + 2 + 4 + 8 = 16<\/strong> (2016<\/strong>, the year we met)<\/p>\n

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Text & photo: Yeremie Pierre Noir<\/a>
\nModel: Cherie Plausteiner<\/a>
\nMUA: Tanita Seifert<\/a>
\nAccessories: KUOLMi<\/a><\/p>\n