I remember P like it was yesterday. It was that hot day on 4th August 2016 at 20.20 when we first met. His lips, his voice, his smile, his perfume, the touch of his soft and carrying hands… Passion ran through me and I felt butterflies in my stomach. I thought I was in Heaven. I felt I could trust someone for the first time in my life.

But the more I gave the more he demanded. He had my whole heart, my soul. I put him first, he was the only one life was worth living for. Besides getting very little in return, I was accused I was not giving enough. But I still loved him; don’t you try to push yourself beyond limits, giving everything to the person you love?

All of a sudden he was gone.

I’m trying to regain the woman in me. I travel the Universe but I always come back to the Earth where my half of heart exists. I’m seeking for my enigma, my fuel of life. No one is complete without the other half, without yang.

Why all this? I call it selfless LOVE.

In remembrance of P… He will always have a place in my heart

Ljubljana, 20.02.2020

2020 = 20.20 (the time we met)
20.02. = 2 + 2 = 4
20.02.2020 = 2 + 2 + 2 + 2 = 8 (4.8.; 4th August)
20.20 4 8 = 2 + 2 + 4 + 8 = 16 (2016, the year we met)

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Text & photo: Yeremie Pierre Noir
Model: Cherie Plausteiner
MUA: Tanita Seifert
Accessories: KUOLMi